Friday, January 31, 2014

January 31, 2014: Desperately trying to do my work

Been fiercely trying to do my work/daily disciplines + homework; between 10 hour days and yoga homework I have yet to do my day of silence or teach a class... somehow I want to make both happen tomorrow.  I will be teaching yoga tomorrow morning in Christine and Andrew's living room to whomever can make it (so far they are the only two confirmed; Laura might join in; Amy's out of town, as will be Bryce and Pippa).  I know we were encouraged to make it a community event but in all truth I don't have such a venue.  I don't belong to a church and I did not want to make my class available in the studio at Lifetime.  I'm not ready for that yet (by that I mean, I don't want people to come in expecting it be high caliber when I'm really just working on getting it all down)!

Going to teach them Vinyasa flow by:  Setting Sacred Space, Igniting the Spirit (breath), Igniting the Flame (Sun As, Bs, Cs), Stoking the Fire (logs),  Utilizing the Fire (yin poses) and Conscious Surrender (Inversions, final postures, savasana).  I just went through the entire sequence verbally on my own, it sounds fine.  Now I'm wondering if I should have a playlist?  I feel like I should to make it more fun or movement as a celebration of life.

I have remarked to several people this week how I have been avoiding my journaling.  Darn it!  I guess I just feel vulnerable, like I am looking into a mirror when I am writing.  In class today it came to my attention that I need to do this no matter "how bad" I think I look.  That is my ego getting in the way; it doesn't matter.  I need to get the most out of this practice and that can't be done without doing the homework.

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